Bad WeeK!

Besides Monday (i'm on leave), this whole week has been a really sucky week!

From Tues till today, i've been getting shit from C (the maggie mee)! This lady really got PMS. On tues, most of my colleagues gana shit from her. The shit i'm referring to is scolding of cause.

If i'm in the wrong then fine, i don't mind being scolded. BUT the problem is, I'm not in the wrong! What the F*#k!! Totally unreasonable... She'll demand an explanation from me (purely based on assumption that i'm definitely the one in the wrong) before even finding out what exactly has happened. This is not FAIR!

To fight back, i must be 101% sure that I'm NOT in the wrong first, then find out every bit and pieces of "evidence" to prove my innocence! Guess what, after she realised it's NOT my fault...she diam diam... Never reply my email. What the....

Sometimes i get so fustrated! Always get scolded for things that i'm not aware of. Hello, it's not my fault that i'm not aware of a certain process. In the 1st place, i don't even know such process exist, so how the hell would you expect me to check with my supervisor? Do you mean i should go around asking "Hey, is there anything i'm not aware of and you are responsible to inform me?"

Anyway on Wed evening, i heard FM93.3 saying my "working luck" for tomorrow is only 2 stars. Immediately i turned to my colleague and told her "Shit, tmr i'll be scolded by that Maggie Mee again." True enough, the next morning, i received a call from her! Though it's not exactly scolding, but it's definitely not something fantastic because she won't call me in the morning saying "Morning Wendy. Had your breakfast? Hope you will have a good day today... Take care."

When she's nice towards you... ah... better be careful. Hidden motives, hidden task. What to do, i'm just a small small employee of the company. No matter how smelly the shit is, i can only say "ok", "yes", "will take note", "will do", "sorry" etc... Poor me =(

I wonder when can i be my own boss? No need to see others' 臉色 and have the authority to scold my staffs! Wahahahaha!! Ok, I'm not that mean though... I'm actually rather reasonable as long as you don't step on my tails, look slimmer and prettier than me, taller than me, owns a better hp, has a nicer hair colour and i don't find you irritating then you'll be free from my scoldings. Haahaa! I'm just joking...

Actually alot of people will have the same thinking as me, to be an entrepreneur. I guess what's holding most of us back is the lack of good business ideas and capital. Most importantly, do we have the ability to grow the business? Maybe one can struggle to become a boss, but what's the point of not being able to withhold and grow the business, end up winding up right? Waste effort, time and $$$.

Well, since i know what's the main problems i'm facing now, i shall start working towards my goal tomorrow morning BUT that's provided after i woke up, i'm still aiming the same goal. *Heehee* I want to be called 老板娘! Lol...

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